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I really miss him. He was the brightest and most cheerful person I have ever known. I never expected him to go like this. He was good-looking, popular, and smart that my friends have always envied me. I found out that his parents had been giving him a lot of pressure. When I visited his house, they all looked very friendly, but I was wrong. As a girlfriend, I had no idea that he was having a hard time. He apologized to me in his suicide letter, he said that he would treat me even better in his next life and told me to not kill myself. I cried my heart out as soon as I finished reading that letter. I miss him when the night comes, it's driving me crazy. We've been dating for 5 years, since 1st year of junior high. But why did I not know that he was hurting? At first, I thought of killing myself, too, but he said not to. I've been going to therapy and trying to live my life even better. I'm also studying even harder. But I miss him so much. It's so hard for me that I moved and transferred schools. My new friends do not know about this and honestly, I have no one to talk to about this so I just posted this as an anonymous. Thank you for reading this post.
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1. [+80][-8] I'm sure he's looking at you from the sky and hope you are happy, sincerely.
2. [+77][-378] So what? Write this in your diary
3. [+73][-6] I've been there before. He was a warm-hearted person who used to comfort me before I even realize that I was having a hard time myself. He was older than me. I continued to live thinking that I should be someone like him, someone who gives strength to other people just by existing. I even wrote in my college entrance essay that he was the person I want to resemble the most. It was hard for me to accept the fact that he took his own life. A few years have passed since then, but I still tear up at the thoughts of him. When I cry, I just let it out and let myself feel my emotions. And then, I continue to live my life to the fullest. I still have no idea what I'm feeling, is it guilt? Resentment? Or yearning? One thing I'm sure that it's hard for me and I could not let anybody around me feel the same way that I do. That is why I take my meds every day and fight the urge I feel to harm myself. I don't think I can overcome this sadness? Guilt? That person has already gone. Sometimes my feelings get overwhelming and I break down, I would cry my heart out and let myself feel sad. And then I live my life again. I think that's the best way to live with this. Keep living, even if it's for people who love you. And I'm sure your boyfriend would want you to be happy too. So, be happy and continue to live your life to the fullest.
4. [+43][-5] If it was so hard for him that he took his own life, especially since you've been dating for 5 years since your school days, there's no way that you would not notice thisㅋㅋㅋ You guys were dating, not in some flings. He even mentioned you in his suicide letter. How could he did not show any signs?ㅋㅋㅋ Make up something more realistic next time...
5. [+39][-2] Isn't this the storyline of Seasons of Blossom?
'You don't have to give birth to me. Live your life. Don't live your life as someone else's mom. Do whatever makes you happy.'
'When I gave birth to my first kid, I resented my mom a lot. Because she wasn't there for me. I have no one to lean on. But now, I miss her instead of resenting her. I wonder how happy she would've been to see her grandkids. Sometimes, this thought makes me tear up but I always keep it inside my heart'
'Mom, you don't have to be sorry for not being able to do some things for me. It's your first time being a mother. I don't care if other people tease us for being poor. You wake up at dawn and leave to work so that you can raise me well. You are my world, my everything. I miss you and I love you'
'Instead of getting married and having to wake up at dawn to cook a meal before leaving for work, and then coming home just to clean the house, do the laundry, make dinner, and wash the dishes, I wish you would just travel the world alone. It's okay if I'm not born into this world. I don't care if I disappear. I want to return back the life you have lost, mom'
'I lost my mom two years ago. It doesn't bother me that much, but I think of her whenever I'm happy or sad. I wonder how happy she would've been if she was still here? How proud she would've been of me if she was still here? It gets worse as time passes by. But there's nothing I can do about it. I can only live while holding on to the memory of loving her'
'That day, I was pissed at her and slammed the door on her face. On the same day, I received the news that she died because of an accident on her way coming home from work. I fell down and cried my heart out. I saw a message that failed to be delivered on her phone, it said 'I'm sorry, my daughter'. I cried while holding on to that phone for hours. Treat your mom well while she's still here. Your parents' time won't wait for you.'
'Mom, I'm sorry for getting annoyed whenever you ask me to teach you how to use smartphones. I'm sorry for answering your questions insincerely. I'm sorry for not being able to take you to the restaurant you've always wanted to go, saying that I'm busy. You're my everything, but I treated you so bad. I'm sorry. Reborn as my daughter in your next life, I'll be your mom. Even if you won't talk to me then, even if you won't smile at me then, I will love you more. I'm sorry, I miss you, I love you, mom'
-I love you, mom. It gets hard sometimes, but everything will be okay.
-Don't get married to dad, live your life.
-You shouldn't be a mother. Don't get married and just live your life.
-Don't get married to dad. Go marry someone who's more loving and kind. It's okay if I'm not born into this world.
-Don't give up on your dreams just to have me. I wish you could meet a better person and live a happier life.
-Why did you leave me and my sister all alone?
-Please don't get married. Even if you do, don't get married to my dad. Please.
-Don't give birth to me. I don't want to be related by blood to you. I don't even want to be born.
-Mom, don't get married to dad. Just live your life to the fullest. Don't live your life for someone else. Live your life for yourself.
-Don't get married to someone like dad and don't give birth to a daughter like me.
-Get divorced. Your kids don't need a father like that.
-Don't give up college no matter what!! And don't get married to dad!!
-Mom, your kids will somehow take care of themselves. Get divorced and live your life freely.
-Please... Don't have me...
-Please don't have me. I hate you for bringing me into this world.
SM CULTURE UNIVERSE - aespa Season 1 Poster
— aespa (@aespa_official) June 15, 2022
‘ep.1 Black Mamba’
➫ available on aespa YouTube
‘ep.2 Next Level’
➫ 2022.06.20
ep.3 COMING SOON#aespa #æspa #에스파#SMCU #Season1 #NextLevel#Girls #aespa_Girls pic.twitter.com/2nUrdumL77
-Oh... It somehow looks like a movie posterㅋㅋㅋ
-It somehow looks like Avengers Endgame posterㅋㅋㅋㅋ
-Can they please change ae members' clothesㅠㅠ
-Whoa... This looks like a Marvel movie...
-Maybe they'll change their clothes in Season 2...
-I love this, I can't wait already
-They still haven't caught Black Mamba? Hul~
-They have been wearing the exact same clothes for 2 years...
-That woman in black is Black Mamba?
-Marvel...?
-This reminds me of Avengers posterㅋㅋㅋ I love this alternate universe...
-I'm really looking forward to thisㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ
-This looks so cool...
Japanese magazine, Non-no's cover for their August issue
Heo Yunjin
She looks bright, healthy, and gorgeous.
She also has the classic beauty vibes in her.
-She was really popular in Japan during the Produce 48 days...
-My one-pick in Produce 48ㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ
-She's beautiful. I think she's the member who suits the Fearless concept the most. She looks so confident!
-She has a very charming look. She looks gorgeous and elegantㅋㅋ
-She's so f*cking gorgeous, she really suits brown hair...
-I've always loved her since Produce 48 days...
-She looks even more gorgeous because she's really good with her facial expressions. Honestly, I think she's the most outstanding member in LE SSERAFIM because of it.
-She steals my attention the most...
-She's not only beautiful, but also very charming...
-She somehow looks like a Prom Queen...
-I feel like she looks like someone but I can't figure out who. She just looks very familiar to me.
-Hot girl...
-She looks like Miss Korea from the 90s...
-She's the most outstanding one in the group. She's literally the only one I can see when they perform.